Tomorrow, another chapter of my life will unfold. Indeed, I took my time thinking and without me knowing it, I turned around and left the road less traveled. I don’t feel any excitement, just a pure mediocre feeling.

I do like my new job. I like the environment, my co-teachers…the students? I don’t know… (I haven’t met them.)

But still, I do miss the job in LCCM. The one that I really love. The one who motivated me and made me feel complete. Too bad I have to leave them. I have to…

I don’t know what will happen. I hope that I will be able to find a motivating factor that will inspire me to wake up and go to work. The very same passion I had when I was in LCCM. I hope that I will find it soon. Because right now, all I see are tons of work, deadlines to meet, lesson plans to prepare, powerpoint presentation to make and nothing else. Nothing to look forward to.

I’m hoping that in a month’s time, I will be able to adjust myself so I can go back to LCCM as a part-time teacher. I would love to go back to the same old job that I really love.

Come to think of it, it’s not really the money. It’s the happiness that motivates you to work passionately. No matter how stressful or how tiring the job is.